34 Hours

Wow! 

Less than 34 hours and we are on the plane and on our way.

I think of you alot little guy. 

You're always on my mind. 

What are you thinking? 

Do you know we're coming? 

Have they told you mama's coming?

Would you understand if they did? 

Have they shown you the picture I sent of us?

I've prayed over this for a lifetime and have been led to this point.

I've been blessed with 2 precious gifts of daughters,

and now will soon meet you, my son!

And you will meet this mama.

I am so excited for you to join us, this crazy family!

But for you to join us you leave so much behind.

Yes, what you have right now is not a family, but it's your life

It's what you've known.

And tho, we've know of you for a year

and have waited in our impatience.

You don't know us.

I pray that I'm given wisdom and guidance

to help you when you're scared

to help you in your grief

to help you get to know us and love us.

I'm coming Willem.

And in just a few short days you will

have a family forever!